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[dec 4th, 2009 @ 4:12pm] |
Staring in the bathroom mirror at Dan's; everyone doing cocaine in the living room. I looked in my own eyes - completely detached. "You don't need to do coke. No matter how badly you want it, how badly you think you need it. Come back to this situation & see how strong you've become. Please don't let yourself do this." The entire night, the entire last year, the last 10 years... flashing lights, full lungs, lies, liars, molestations & beatings (physically, mentally), love, sweating palms, debauchery, falling face down just to fly fly fly...
(I didn't.)
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[dec 4th, 2009 @ 12:41pm] |
I've been unsuccessful at syncing my Twitter and Livejournal accounts even though they were synced a while back. The 'test' sync goes well, but then it doesn't update the following day.
This is frustrating.
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[dec 3rd, 2009 @ 11:30pm] |
I've tried for hours to write an entry about what has happened in my life that past month but every time I come close I get frustrated, embarrassed, confused...delete.
It has been a hurricane, and I'm more lost now than I have ever been in my life.
If this all ends up being something I don't want to forget, I will update in great detail. But for the first time ever, writing everything out has made an even more jumbled mess of my mind.
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